Tuesday, May 13, 2008

a tad freaked!

ok, so.......last night i'm in this dream.....nothing special, can't even remember what it was but i turn slightly and........in front of me is GRANDMA WEEKS!

she's just standing there & she's kinda smiling & she looks just FINE!

i start running towards her ~tho she wasn't that far away~ and someone beside me (can't tell who it is thought it was husbeast (ha!) but i don't think it was?)---

and the someone doesn't SAY anything but i can FEEL them thinking......"no, don't go, she's not real"

so.....i slow down a bit but get to her to hug her and am touching her arm - not hugging her yet - and turn to that person to say ~ "no, she's solid, i can feel her" and......POOF! she's gone

what the heck was that about???? i don't get it because:

#1 Grandma never really cared for me - her many reasons: had my first son too young, wouldn't adopt him out, she actually refused to call me his mom......blah, blah, blah

#2 in reference to above : gave every grandchild a crocheted afghan when they married - not me! i'm not sure she even acknowledged my marriage. and then when she passed, there were too many things happening that i could not go and snag one of her crocheted items so i lost out again!

#3 over the years, when we would visit, acted like she could not wait til we LEFT! i am not sure she even knew my kids names. and no she was not senile!

so what's up Grandma Weeks???? why are you THE FIRST deceased person to visit in my dreams???

5 comments:

Kat said...

Grandma Weeks DID not give every grandchild a crocheted afgan,I NEVER got one from her!!!

It was probably dad by her!!!

Mamere Knits Too Much said...

hey Kath, that's nice to know. thought i was the only one!!!

Anonymous said...

I did get an afghan from her when I was in my 30's and that was because I was the only that visited her regularly even after we moved to Massachusetts. I know that Julie had an afghan from her and that before she died she gave me the one that was on her couch to give to Lisa.

Anonymous said...

Hey Brenda! I got my afghan cuz I STOLE IT! I waited until she wasn't looking and had Marie walk it out the door! J/K! I begged her for it, and she gave in!
Julie

Anonymous said...

Hi Brenda, I didn't get an afgan either. However, she did make my kids each a stuffed crocheted animal after she told me that if I send a picture of all the kids she would make them one. As to why Gram would visit you, maybe she is trying to make amends with you, after all it was just a piece of candy.