debated.....

with myself.....wondering why i clicked publish on that last post

i'm usually a pretty private person

oh, you might think you know me ~but you only know~ what i choose to show you ~ i think most people are like this........hmmm.........makes you wonder how well you really know someone!

and this blog is kinda public ~ while i know that only family really sees this ~ it's still more public than i care to have......

but.......whatever.........the gloomy descended, i was at the computer, there ya go!

this happens to me every so often and i could feel it coming.........right around the corner........

and then i knew it was there.......laughing at me.........when someone said....."these cookies are really good, but i got the WORST heartburn i've ever had after eating 2......."

and i thought........oh, right, this is all my fault, i can take the blame for the heartburn (gloomy ~ where've you been?)

then everything that was said........whether it was a normal conversation or not.......was........just WAS!

husbeast ha! saw it coming too........

i said "she's never worked a day in her life" he said "she's rich" i said "but i bet not rich in the way she wants to be" he snapped his head around, while saying "you going all philosophical on me?" saw gloomy in my face and left for work ~ early! smart man!

but it pretty much only lasts a short day~~~~~~ i'm over it now!

welp,,,,,,,,,,over it,,,,,,,,,,,,meaning back to my crazy self,,,,,,,,,,making up my own lyrics to whatever song is playing,,,,,,,,,,irritating the 3 lovely guys who want to hear the RIGHT words,,,,,,,,,

which reminds me........who says WHAT words are RIGHT? and who decided that we have to have words, that they have to be letters, vowels, in a certain order???? WHO??

(gloomy, i thought you left!)